Sunday, October 25, 2009

Jantung Doktor Jantung

Bagaimana bila jantung orang lain dipertaruhkan kepada kita?? Bagaimana kita yang berjantung bermain jantung orang lain??


Jantung Doktor Jantung mengimbas saat genting seorang pakar bedah jantung bermain dengan jantung pesakit.




Title: Jantung Doktor Jantung
Year: 2009
Media: Acrylic on canvas

Thursday, October 1, 2009

SELF PORTRAIT


Title: Red Self Portrait
Year: 1997
Media: Oil on board

I'm in Sabah, meeting my good friend, on his MacBook Pro he kept this picture of my self portrait which is in his possession. I took the opportunity to upload it here. I used to have an issue with this painting back then but not anymore today. I'm at peace with myself.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

NEW JEMAAH



Title: Jemaah '09
Media: Acrylics on canvas
Year: 2009






Tuesday, August 18, 2009

JEMAAH ABSTRAK

"I don't use the accident. I deny the accident."-
Jackson Pollock


Title: Rukuk Abstrak
Year: 2006
Media: Oil on canvas



Title: Berdiri
Year: 2007
Media: Acrylic on canvas


Title: Perhubungan, After that great Steel Sculpture by S.A.J
Year: 2000 - 2006
Media: Oil on canvas

"Perhubungan" might look simple but as usual, an exterior can always be deceiving. It is very small actually(again, the look on your screen can be deceiving), and nicer with a frame. The Syed Ahmad Jamal's sculpture I'm referring to is the one at the Balai Seni Lukis Negara. I had always feel awestriken when I see this piece as the feeling of the metal had been pulled from two different sides suggesting unbearable tension. Oh, "Perhubungan" the painting is by no mean a match to that great sculpture.
*Perhubungan is not with me anymore.

Landscape

"I don't paint nature, I am nature."-
Jackson Pollock


Title: Jemaah Sejuk
Year: 2007
Media: Mixed media on canvas

When we open the door of our house, the first thing we'll see is the white painting or the official title for it is "Jemaah Sejuk,(2007)." This painting had gone through a multi layering process which at one point had made my friend, Sap, really excited about it. However, I kept on working on it until one day, a collector who came over, expressed her interest in the work. Since I haven't finished with it yet, I kept on working until it reached its current stage. That was in 2007. Fast forward to 2009, it has been hanged there about a year by now. I like it very much as it brings some winter memory back then in the cold Milwaukee, especially the quiet drive thru from Maryland to downtown passing the frozen lake and the still "in progress" Calatrava's additional of M.A.M. Btw, Sap and the collector's interest on the work had deminished.


Title: Jemaah Biru
Year: 2007
Media: Acrylic on canvas

Jemaah Biru is very small on two pieces canvas. The brushstrokes are very controlled, suggesting the artist is working on a very limited space. The colors play an important role as when I started, the color scheme was very yellowish, which I don't like it as the element of dirt/earth was too strong. Here, with the Blue, the unreal atmosphere is present and amazingly it has defected the white from actually representing snow/coldness.
*Jemaah Biru is hanged in my studio.


Title: Jemaah Hijau
Year: 2007
Media: Oil on canvas

Jemaah Hijau is painted on an overworked self-portrait. That explained the thick application of colors. When I finally feel at ease with this painting, the colors had started to blend nicely and the structure of the mountain has come out. The unreal blue sky is my favorite for its dreamy presentation of reality and also the hollowness of the middle part of the green that suggesting the structure of the ground.

Why all landscapes are still a Jemaah? I painted them in a similar way as the jemaah drawings.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Latest Hanging


Title: Girl Power
Year: 2001
Media: Oil on canvas
Where: At RA Fine Arts, No. 6 Jalan Aman, 55000 KL. 12 - 16 August 2009



Sunday, May 24, 2009

Mendokumentasikan data-data untuk masa depan



Title: Filing system: Unwanted files but too precious to dump
Media: Charcoal on paper
Year: 2006

I made this picture upon stumbling a room full of soggy and neatly kept documents meant for the future. I love the natural fermentation process of papers. Anselm Kiefer might like it too.
*Some Docmentation series were posted earlier in 2008.